I’m in love with my sexuality. The capacity for pleasure and sexual energy in my body is such a blessing. It brings power, energy and vitality into my life. It nourishes and strengthens my body. It is something to be embraced and enjoyed. It can lead me to meditative states. It allows me to connect with my beloved on such a profound level – beyond words, beyond thoughts. And it connects me with my higher power in the sweetest, most sacred way. I am grateful for many things, but my sexuality is my favorite gift from the divine.
This was not always the case for me. I was brought up to be ashamed of my sexuality. I do not blame anyone for this… the people around me carried old, ancestral shame with them, and they passed it to me as a tool for me to protect myself. But it never felt quite right to me. Deep inside, I sensed that my sexual desires and pleasures and my beautiful, sensual body were sacred. But outwardly, I was told, consciously and subconsciously, that my body and my sexuality were bad, something to be conquered and transcended at all costs. I was taught that sensual pleasure of all kinds were to be mistrusted and avoided, especially sexual pleasure. That if I indulged in pleasure and let my sensuality shine, I’d stay tied to this body and not able to reach the divine; and even worse, people would notice my sexuality. And when they did, women would judge and ostracize me, and men would prey on me and hurt me.
It’s only natural that I tried to hide the bright light of sexuality that shone in me, having received all of these scary messages about how bad it was. But I never was quite able to. And sadly, some of the predictions of my erstwhile teachers and well-wishers really did manifest. When I had the courage to reveal the flame that burned inside of me, I was judged, ostracized, and preyed on. And I became even more convinced that sexuality was a bad thing, to be hidden away and accessed only in secret.
Thank GOD I found my way to embodiment meditation. When I walked into my first retreat with my beloved teacher, I couldn’t believe how reverently people spoke of the magic of the body, the beauty of sensual pleasure, and the power of sexuality. How lovingly my teacher led us through exercises that generated the glow of sexual energy in our bodies and opened us up to how pleasure could be a meditative experience. My mind opened for the first time to the idea that my body is a beautiful gift from the divine, and that sex is God-given: something to be cherished and valued, not suppressed and avoided.
Through embodiment meditation, I have transformed my life. I have stopped waging war on a very natural and beautiful part of myself, and instead, have embraced it. I have been able to form a deeper connection with my higher power through loving my body and opening up to sensual pleasure. And embodiment meditation has allowed me to call in and receive the most wonderful of men into my life, my beloved partner, who meets me with his divine masculine power and witnesses the fire of my sexual energy with reverence, as I do for him.
Today, my body is a gift to be loved and worshipped, and my sexual energy is a blessing to be embraced and trusted. This is the incredible gift I have received from embodiment meditation, and I want to share it with all of you.
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